| hey peoples in xanga land, sorry i haven't wrote in a long time... haven't really had time for anything sucks but it's really fun... going to school and working a lot... getting fat too, lol..... no serious i'm BIG.... but it's cool because i have someone telling me how beautiful i am... even if his lying... lol anyway give you a lil heads up on whats going on with my life, it's crazy so here we go.... started going to school for a while now, it feels really good cuz it feels like i'm getting somewhere in life... not taking major stuff just basic things that i need to relearn since i haven't really been in school for almost 5 years... crazy huh, but it's cool.... scott it's like supper smart so i get help from him SOMETIMES, "can't make him think his smarter then me cuz i'm the BOSS" don't tell i said that... lol.... but yea college is a very different world then high school, i tell that now... i'm so lost sometimes it's not even funny... but i guess it's expected since it's been a while.. but i love it.... i'm planning to take primacy tech. in the feature, just cuz it's seem really easy to learn... but i'm also planning on taking business... i don't really know why i want two things but i guess something to fall back on... work is really weird, don't really like my job, but it's money you know.... i make about, without text 19,000 a month. with text about 14,000..which it not that bad... plus i have benefits and this 401k thing when i retired... not planning to stay at the job that long, but i got it anyways... some of you already know where i work at so i'm not saying it cuz i get made fun at lol.... it's alright i guess SOME COOL PEEPS, some not so cool... but whatever... notice i don't really have nothing to say about this job... there isn't really know to say... what i do is.... i work for dentists around U.S..... they tell us their patients information, like what insurance they have and is it offered by the company they work with and stuff like that... then we call the insurance, get benefits for the dr. and after we finish we fax it back with info. they need... basically we do half there job.... lol lazy dr... lol it's really easy once you get the hang of it.... i'm just using this job to save for a house and pay for school so yea... LOVE LIFE.... been with MONKEY (scott) for almost 2 years now... gosh his so annoying lol... j/p but for real his a great guy, did some bad things in the past that his paying for now, but at least his learning and he understand why things are happening the way it is.... he cares for me a lot, i'm guessing cuz i change his view on female..... and his really staying faithful to me... he tells me everything, even when i tell not to... sometimes it makes me mad but i'm so glad that his honest about it.... at first it was rocky, seeing that i just got out of a relationship.... and feelings wasn't really all his yet... it's was hard for him and if i was him i would have bounce... but his didn't cuz his a dork like that... he said he really love me and that his willing to stay until i'm all his... sure enuf my feelings grow for him... i'm so glad god gave him to me... he really push me to do better in life and to want more... and i'm so grateful that his letting me take this relationship slow... he talks about married, children, and family, which really kinda scares me cuz i don't think that far ahead no more... but i'm glad he wants that with me... hopefully someday i'll be able to give that to him, but if i'm not that person i really pray that he finds someone to love him with her all cuz i really think he earn it... so yea i guess that most of whats going on with my life... lol thanks for reading people.... muah much love to ya'll >.< |
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